It had been a couple of weeks since I heard from my super hot, super cool ex-girlfriend. Frankly, I was completely okay with that. But...Something wasn't right. I was talking to a couple good friends and they told me, "don't be a jackass. you love her. don't let her get away...
"Screw them, they don't know what they are talking about..." I said to myself...
I haven't been sleeping much lately. It's been eating at me. I need to talk to her...
Last night, it was 60 degrees, with a slight mist in the air. The weather was perfect. Perhaps I found some courage in the couple cans of master's recovery drink that I imbibed. I'm going to settle this once and for all... I grabbed my bike with Clement MXP tires, and 35lbs of pressure up front, and 37lbs of pressure in the rear- and charged off as a man on a mission. I'm going to see my super hot, super cool ex-girlfriend.
I got to her house and I knocked on the door. I could hear her on the other side the door. "Go Away!" she said.
"Just hear me out. I've been doing some thinking" I said.
She interrupted, "it sounds like you've been doing some drinking... get the hell out of here. You said you don't want to see me anymore- remember! "
I continued, "Look, things haven't always been easy for us. We've had our rough times, but we also had our good times. We've had great times. But you have hurt me. When we broke up you made me question all the time, energy and love I had given you. You ground me in down. You broke me."
"If you came here to tell me how mean I have been to you, than just go away.." she said through the door...
"Look, these past weeks, I realized, that I need you. You're my passion. You're my muse. I can't imagine a fall without you. I was scared to be around you, because I know the truth.. the truth is that I love you..."
I heard her unlock the door, and there she stood. She looked me in eye and said, "what did you say?"
I said, " I love you. I can't imagine a fall without you."
She smiled and threw her arms around me embracing me tightly. She whispered into my ear, "what the hell took you so long?"
And then she kissed me. A warm, wet kiss and embrace that made my knees buckle just a little. It was a familiar kiss but new at the same time.
I looked into her eyes and I said, "what now?"
"whatever we want" she smiled and said to me...
No cross for me this weekend as Monkey and I will tackle the Bicycling Fall Classic on Sunday. Should be a spectacular adventure... I'll be back at it the next weekend in West Chester...
thanks for reading...
respect
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