Dear Readers,
A few weeks ago my buddy Karl, who is on the board of directors for the Trail Spinners, asked me to speak at their annual dinner. I'll be honest, I was honored to be asked, and without a doubt recognize that the trail spinners are one of the pillars of our cycling community here in Delaware. I know that without the Trail Spinners much of our amazing community and infrastructure would not exist.
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That said, in recent years I have been openly critical of the homogenization of our local trail systems, and frankly the desire for White Clay/ Middlerun to be a destination park.
I won't go into that history anymore, because if you know me, you know how I feel, if you don't know me shoot me a note I'm happy to share.
So when I agreed to speak at the banquet I knew that I wanted to be respectful and appropriately honor the Trail Spinners for all that they do, but at the same time, I couldn't not take the opportunity to address the issues that I and many others see. Frankly, this created a bit of a moral dilemma for me. Be respectful and grateful- but also point out where we have gotten off the path. I felt that if I only mentioned the great things the club had done, and represents, without voicing my concerns I'd be a hypocrite. I also knew that many in the audience already didn't love me, and they would really not like my message.
I am not uncomfortable speaking in front of a crowd. I have had to deliver some tough messages over the years, and some really fun ones. I wasn't great this night. I didn't have my A game, I was too nervous and that came through early. My jokes weren't funny. My timing was off. I hate having to speak into a microphone and not be able to walk around. While I know there were many receptive to my message, I also know I got the stink-eye from a many. That's okay. I never set out to be everyone's favorite guy. At the end of the day, I just want to ride my bike on kick ass trails.
My buddy in the club said to me afterwards, "there were no surprises, and frankly it shows we want to hear different voices..." I appreciated that...
Last year, after 20+ years of dodging it, I joined the Trail Spinners. I recognize their importance to our community, and I want to support that...That and Night Riding at Fairhill isn't a bad deal either..
IMBA Rep Frank, who once heckled me, "you were faster when you were fatter!" bought me a beer afterwards. We joked. I am a big fan.
No one punched me in the face.
I'm very pleased I was presented this opportunity, and had a chance to share... Thanks Karl.
Thanks to all my friends that supported me during the run up to the event, and came out to support me. I really couldn't have done this without you. While I'm a little disappointed in my presentation, I am very pleased that I took advantage of this opportunity.
After a week of sleepless nights leading up to the event, I slept like a baby Friday night...
thanks for reading
respect
vanderbacon